Eddie D

Mon, 29 Apr 2002 19:02:13 GMT

Which Angel would you be?
By Angel Falls

ahh how i do love the weekends

Sat, 27 Apr 2002 17:02:02 GMT

well the plan is to get fucked up beyond imagination. I might be having people over tonight so we shall see who turns up. Hopefully this shit doesnt turn out to be beat as fuck. WWell see yah later

haha...riiiight

Sat, 27 Apr 2002 03:19:13 GMT

Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz, by Angel.

Sir yes sir?

Sat, 20 Apr 2002 05:57:18 GMT

as the next two months wind down i think i will find myself in a 9 week boot camp. Yes you heard me..i think im joining the army. It seems like the right thing to do. My head is spinning out of control because of the reasons to stay but the future looks bleak if I stay here. I have to do what i think is right for me and if anyone gets hurt because of me leaving...im sorry but i think this is something that i have to do in order to get some direction in my life.

Wheres the Vodka

Sat, 13 Apr 2002 08:09:43 GMT

Never in all of my life have i had a worse time than tonight. The prom i went to was worse than walking on hot coals. I'm too mentally exhausted to type anything else. All i know is i'm going to get obliterated tomorrow...lucky me

WHOEVER MADE THIS SHIT UP IS FUCKING SICK...but i did it anyway

Wed, 10 Apr 2002 04:49:25 GMT

1. Had sex? yep
2. Had oral sex? yup
3. Had anal sex? yup
4. Used more than 3 positions in one session? yes
5. Devoted a whole day to sex? yes
6. Had noise complaints from neighbors during a sex session? not complaints..
7. Received open praise for sexual technique? yes
8. Written an erotic story? no
9. Fallen or lost balance during sex? yes hahaha
10. Brought partner to climax using only hands?yes
11. Brought partner to climax using only mouth? yes
12. Had sex while totally dressed? yes
13. Had sex while standing up? yes
14. Erotically licked feet or sucked toes?no, thats disgusting
15. Had sex during yours/your partner's "monthly visit"? .........
16. Used whipped cream/soft chocolate erotically? yes
17. Used ice erotically? no
18. Used hot melted wax erotically? no
19. Shaved your pubic hair? yup
20. Used a sex toy? no
21. Used a vibrator? no
22. Used an inanimate object (bottle, candle, hairbrush, etc.) for masturbation? no
23. Used an inanimate object while having sex with a partner?no
24. Obtained money or a favor for sex? no
25. Paid or granted a favor for sex? no
26. Given sex in sympathy? no
27. Had sex with a virgin? no
28. Ever cheated on someone? sadly yes
29. Had sex with someone 10 years older/younger than you?um....no, that would be FUCKING WRONG
30. Had sex with your landlord? no
31. Had sex with a teacher? no
32. Had sex with a boss? no.
33. Had sex with a relative? no
34. Had sex with two members of the same family? no
35. Had sex with twins? no
36. Had homosexual sex? no
37. Had sex with a pet? no
38. Had sex with a farm animal?no
39. Had sex with someone the same day that you met them? yyep
40. Had sex with someone whose name you didn't know? no
41. Had sex with someone you never spoke to/spoke different languages? no
42. Had more than 10 sexual partners? no
43. Had more than 100 sexual partners? no
44. Had two separate sexual partners within 24 hours?yes
45. Had a menage-a-trois? no
46. Had group sex (more than 3):no
48. Had two regular partners at the same time? no
49. Had sex in a public place? yes
50. If so, where? you dont wanna know
51. Had sex outdoors in broad daylight? no
52. Had sex on the roof of a building? no
53. Had sex in a stationary car? no
54. Had sex in a moving car? no
55. Are you a member of the mile high club? no
56. Had sex outdoors at night? no
57. Had two sexual partners at the same time unaware of each other? no
59. Had sex in the host's bedroom while a day guest (party/social visit)? yes
60. Had sex in the host's bedroom while an overnight guest? no
61. Had sex in a public room while an overnight guest (kitchen, etc.)? no
62. Had sex at your office or other work area? no
63. Met partner during work hours to have sex? no
64. Had sex in a public restroom? no
65. Had sex on public transportation (bus, train, taxi, etc.)? no
66. Had sex in a dark theatre? No
67. Had sex in the water (ocean, lake, pool, hot tub)? no
68. Had sex in an elevator? no
69. Had sex in a cemetery? no
70. Had sex in a store dressing room? no
71. Used alcohol to lower resistance to sexual advances? no
72. Allowed yourself to be felt up by a stranger? i don't think so
73. Looked at a nude magazine?yeah
74. Looked at an explicit magazine (actual sex acts)? yes
75. Seen a live stripper? nnnope
76. Seen a live sex show? nah
77. Watched someone having sex without their knowledge? nope
78. Showered with a partner? yes maam
79. Flashed someone (breasts, genitals, moon, etc.)? nope
80. Streaked with a group of six or more? no
82. Stripped for a group of 3 or more? no
83. Participated at a nude beach or nudist camp? no
84. Been the only nude person in a group of 3 or more? no
85. Played strip poker (or a similar game involving nudity)?yes
86. Showered while someone watched? yes
87. Masturbated? haha
88. Masturbated while someone watched? yes
89. Masturbated for a group of three or more people? no
90. Masturbated covertly in public? no
91. Had sex while you knew someone was watching? no
92. Been walked in on while having sex? yes
93. Walked in on someone having sex? yes
94. Had phone sex? no
95. Watched a porno film with a sexual partner? yes
96. Been the photographer for a nude photo? no
97. Been photographed nude? no
98. Been photographed having sex? no
99. Been videotaped having sex? no
100.Watched a regular sexual partner having sex with someone else? no
101. Role-played a sexual situation? no
102. Taken part in transvestism? no
103. Used a blindfold during sex? no
104. Used handcuffs during sex? no
105. Inflicted pain during sex (sadism)? no
106.Received pain during sex (masochism)? no
107. nipple clips? no
108. Used sex dice? no
109. Used whip, chains, cat-o-nine tails, etc. during sex?no
110. Received an electric shock during sex? no
111. Drawn blood (scratched, bit) during sex? no
112. Used auto-erotic strangulations? no
113. Pierced your genitals or nipples? no

ANGEL.......

Wed, 10 Apr 2002 04:17:24 GMT

well you were right the whole fucking time, it happened. Waste of my time, i realized that you really are the only one that actually cared (besides jay). I really would like for us to talk. Im sorry for what i did. And i wanted to tell you that im going into the coast guard. I dont want us to fight any more. I want to be friends before i leave. So please talk to me the next time you have the chance...bye

Sun, 07 Apr 2002 08:15:51 GMT

well how much fun is it to be in love forever...i must say some days it is rewarding. Some days its funny how much you realize that no matter how much you bullshit yourself youll never get over the way she looks at you. Keep telling yourself that you guys are just friends..keep doing it...its just for entertainment purposes only...you cant lie to yourself. the word SOON came up...what to think..what to say...nothing is the most appropriate to say..and thats what ill say...

No words can say how much i love her...and no one will ever understand how much love i have for her..therefore..im going to sleep and hope for dreams of her...which will bring happiness once again....

Life..aint it grand

Wed, 03 Apr 2002 05:47:44 GMT

well what can i say. another exciting day in the world of the unemployed. i actually considered going into the coast guard today...thats comedy. I realized that im blowing things way to out of proportion and that i should just chill the fuck out and just play it by ear. Things will begin to pick up and i promised myself that i will have a job by the end of this month. I just wish that i could stop worrying about things that havent even happened yet. So next spring i go back to school, ill be working and hopefully ill have my apartment by then. It all looks good in black and white but everything i plan turns to shit...so ill just hope that it happens...bye bye

Sun, 31 Mar 2002 07:28:41 GMT

well tonight was absolutely great, i kissed kelly all night and it was the best ive felt in about a year...she is everything im looking for...shes gorgeous...smart and knows how to have a good time...what more could i ask for...hopefully things go forward with us. As for the party i had..it was alright...i hope everyone had fun and im sorry bout the kickin out part...just a part of the deal...so im outta here and happy easter..byebye

Sat, 30 Mar 2002 17:24:14 GMT

well..I'm fuckin tired...i've gotten two hours sleep, im watching the empire strikes back for the damn your the biggest loserteenth time. I cant stop thinking about how things have come to where they are. Mostly my doing but I'm trying, I'm trying to be positive, all i need is a good paying job to start me off and its only a matter of time until i get my life together. So heres hopin..

Sat, 30 Mar 2002 14:58:59 GMT

well...tonight was a pretty alright night..i met this chick Kelly...she was...we'll say nice..i had a great time with everyone until my bastard of a father walked in and tried to get tough and shit with me. Where the fuck does he get off, its too funny. HE criticizes ME? He can kiss my ass. besides that and finding out that everything i write is seen by the one and true person i did NOT want to see what i write...tonight was just dandy

Thu, 28 Mar 2002 20:43:19 GMT

5 THINGS YOU HATE
1. people
2. Star Trek
3. racist people
4. house whores who take advantage of my good will.
5. That i torture myself over a girl who probably doesnt give me a second thought any more..

5 THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND
1. life
2. why im doomed to be alone
3. girls...they never seem to fail to confuse me
4. the importance of material things...all it does is make our lives more complicated
5. why qui gon didnt vanish when he died...NOW IF SOMEONES GOT THE ANSWER TO THAT then ill be impressed

5 THINGS ON YOUR DESK
1. a keyboard.
2. a monitor.
3.
4.
5.

5 OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS
IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER
1. jay
2. jenni
3. kev
4. mom
5. angel..well it was but she hates me now so...

5 THINGS YOU ARE DOING RIGHT NOW
1. listening to fear factory
2. scratching my genitals
3. thinking about a place of employment
4. typing

5 NEGATIVE FACTS ABOUT YOU
1. I HAVE NO JOB
2. im not in school right now
3. i have the most negative outlook on life
4. i still actually believe that my storybook life with a certain girl will actually happen.
5. I dont go to church any more

5 POSITIVE FACTS ABOUT YOU
1. fuck with my friends and you're in a world of shit...so i guess that would fall under loyal friend
2. i throw kick ass parties
3. im single...i guess thats a positive fact
4. i'm very creative in whatever it is that i do
5. I'm a good son

5 THINGS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. have children
2. have the entire star wars saga on dvd
3. buy a house
4. get married
5. have a successful career

5 THINGS YOU CAN DO
1. recite every last word to star wars...sad..isnt it?
2. make a complete ass out of myself
3. make people laugh
4. sports
5. Super Smash Bros. haha woooo

5 THINGS YOU CAN'T DO
1. pity people
2. be happy with my lifestyle
3. be content with one job
4. figure out what i want to do with my life
5. tolerate anyone or anything right now..

5 OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS
1. breadfan - metallica.
2. misery within - metallica.
3. resurrection - fear factory
4. waste - staind.
5. excess baggage - staind.

5 THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT TURN YOU ON
1. cleavage ;).
2. blondes...definitely blondes.
3. a doesnt take shit from anyone type personality.
4. being...built nice we'll just say.
5. the scent of a girls hair

5 FAVORITE MOVIES
1. The Star Wars Saga
2. Fight Club
3. The Matrix
4. Jurassic Park
5. Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back

5 THINGS YOU SAY MOST
1. WHAT?
2. FUCK
3. yea...ok..riiight
4. fuck you
5. are you serious?

5 THINGS YOU HAVE TO DO
1. find happiness with someone
2. get a tatoo
3. shave...
4. go back to school in the spring..next spring
5. GET A JOB

5 PEOPLE YOU NEED TO THANK
1. My mom for giving her life to me and my brother and sister
2. Jay for being the only true friend that ive ever had
3. Jenni..for teaching me how to be happy and how to love.
4. Port Richmond..for showing me what NOT to do in life
5. My family..for always being there for me.

5 FAVORITE PLACES
1. the movies
2. my parties
3. port richmond HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....ahem..anyway
4. with my family
5. around people who make me laugh

Tue, 26 Mar 2002 13:49:37 GMT

What kind of drunk are you?

Sun, 24 Mar 2002 21:32:47 GMT

I just got done trainspotting and now THATS a great fucking movie. Especially if you're a Star Wars geek like me. Where else would you get to see Obi-Wan as a fucking heroine addict, nowhere...thats where. It shows what addiction does to you mentally and physically..for example when the guy who was in pearl harbor wakes up..he founds out that he shit the fucking bed...he shitted all over it, not to mention that it wasnt even his house that he was in...THEN ABOUT A 2 MINUTES LATER THE SON OF A BITCH GOES AND BOOTS THE FUCK UP...so if you have a friend that does heroin punch him in the mouth, point....then laugh at him because these are the poorest excuses for human beings that ive ever seen...

Fri, 22 Mar 2002 16:59:41 GMT

the first day at my new place of employment..thank God im getting out of the house and making some money...its only training today thou..and i dont get paid for it...so i guess im beat. Anyway nothing to look forward to for tonight, OH YEA EVERYONE KISSLEBACKS NOT HAVING ANYTHING...but tomorrows another day...so bye for now

Thu, 21 Mar 2002 17:44:10 GMT

im going to lose one of my best friends and its my fault. What the hell do i do. If i lose her Ill lose a friendship that ive had for close to ten years now...

Thu, 21 Mar 2002 05:00:23 GMT

I'M 110 PROOF. HOW DRUNK ARE YOU?

Wed, 20 Mar 2002 07:51:05 GMT

Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amazing, practical,
and always interesting.

someone who is constantly the center of attention,
but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head.

They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding,

someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

Top of the fucking mornin to yah?

Mon, 18 Mar 2002 07:46:47 GMT

AHhhh St. PAttys Day wanna hear how mine went...well it involved no alcohol and watching wrestlemania..theyre the minor details i guess you could say.Weeell jenni called me saying she wanted to come visit me only because of the fact that her friend was hoping that GOOD OL jimmy was with me. THe fact that i was there meant nothing, what will i be in the end to her anyways...nothing more then the guy who threw away something that was perfect...maybe angels right,, maybe i am spineless. But id give anything to be in love again....................Its so easy to see the person you love destroy you inside but you just keep coming back for more...why? because you pound a belief that one day you'll find the happiness you once had. Maybe its all a fairy tale, maybe i torture myself in order for hope...or maybe im just hopeless...fuck it all, venting is becoming a hobby any more. So to bed i go to dream of something better then the nightmare that ive created in my head....(the nightmater is real you know, If you create a reality for yourself it then takes over the way you live your daily life..which raises a good question...why am i going to sleep?)

Sun, 17 Mar 2002 22:58:25 GMT

last night kicked ass, i got drunk off of some shit wine out of a box, but im not complaining...any alcohol thats free is alright with me, saw courtney there, now THAT girl is awesome haha anyway everyone was pretty cool last night and i had a pretty good time...only bright side to tonight is that wrestlemanias on, but me being irish and having a need to drink on St. Pattys Day it upsets me that ill be sober on St. Paddys Day...depressing.........

updating what should be updated

Sun, 17 Mar 2002 11:11:11 GMT

well...what should be said about this weekend...i went to a party that wasnt a party where i hung out with someone who obviously doesnt need me, but in turn i pissed someone off who obviously does care about what does happen to me. A dilemma has crossed my path, i care too deeply for this person who fills my life with something that no one else has to offer...the ability to talk to someone who has actually the sincereness to talk to me and tell me exactly what they think without any hesitation about what they think, this "person" does not realize what they mean to me. Hopefully one day they will see what i truly see them as...someone who has always been a huge part of my life and actually CARES if i am hurt or not, im just a foolish romantic who believes that there is hope for the hopeless, why do i complicate my life and why do i complicate the only ones that are left who complicate me...i just wish that i would have done differently...so that things would be different"obviously" anyway...I love you angel and id trade you over anyone and yes I do mean ANYONE in my life...

Thu, 07 Feb 2002 01:58:32 GMT

It never seems to end...when you love someone that much...when you miss someone more than you should...it just never ends

THANK GOD IM OUT OF RICHMOND

Mon, 28 Jan 2002 23:53:56 GMT

AAAaaaahhhh.....swweet release...back to the friday nights full of nothing but cheap alcohol and cheap women...could you ask for a better combo...i think not. Not like it matters anyway because theyre all dirty whores who i wont touch so its pointless in one aspect....but i dont give a rat's ass...God Bless this fucking place....Temple that is. All i care about is that im out of the biggest pile of shit neighborhood called yes....you guessed it...Port Richmond. Hocko, Kev, Dave....get out when you can...as for me im outta here....later...

Eddie....

Sun, 20 Jan 2002 04:53:29 GMT

i use the word friend too loosely i think...